Indigo Awakening

Full disclosure: I'm not a doctor or a scientist and can't prove a single thing about any of this. So, don't just take my word for it. Use your own discernment. Do your own research. I gather information from a lot of channeled sources, which as of the time of this writing, would never be considered credible or reliable. Channelling is communicating from a higher source of consciousness. It's like you turn the channel from your own stream of consciousness to another. It's like giving your soul or your higher-self a voice. You get access to to information not available on your personal channel. I think it is fascinating how channellers from all different walks of life that use different methods all manage to say the same things. When doing legal research, you know you're done researching a topic when information starts overlapping. Well I keep finding the same information over and over. I'm just sharing what I've learned and what've experienced myself. Take it or leave it. I'm not trying to convince you of anything. I'm just trying to help people that are looking for answers. You may not even have these questions. Carry on.

Once a human starts to awaken they begin to see The Matrix. Their consciousness begins to expand. Reality unravels. You begin to understand how things really work. They've been activated. As a result of this Indigo Awakening, your body has to upgrade to house your new frequency.  You may start experiencing some unusual and unpleasant physical symptoms.

We have a pillar of light that goes through our body that is directly connected to Source. Sometimes you may notice a little tingling on the crown of your head or even pain. This channel of consciousness is available to everyone. However, this pillar of light varies in size and strength depending on each human's inner connection, their openness, and awareness.

The more tuned in you are the more open and clear the receptor is to Universal Knowledge. A profound awareness of the Self creates a real true connection. What we humans would consider someone that is "spiritually advanced" can have a pillar of light the size of their entire body. 

This pillar of light is like a muscle. We can strengthen it. In some humans the pillar seems to have completely atrophied. There are many ways in which our society is designed to keep us distracted and completely oblivious to this direct connection to Source.

It's exactly like being in The Matrix. Once you unplug from the human distractions then you can see things as they really are. Everything changes. 

Ascension is a state of consciousness that accelerates you. When we start to awaken something happens in our DNA. Things start changing within our body and we can feel it. It can be uncomfortable and down right alarming.

Kryon of Magnetic Service, channeled by Lee Carroll, has referred to this process as a cellular renovation taking place in our DNA. He says our enlightenment is related to our biology. The more conscious you become the more your body has to upgrade itself. There's a vibratory shift going on. He describes it as having your house renovated while you're still living there. Awful.

Many of the children coming in right now are fully renovated. The rest of us are doing it the hard way. Our cells are being reawakened to change our biology to match the new energy on Earth. Pain is a sign of how quickly you're evolving. Pain is your body's response to the rapid acceleration of change. Pain can also indicate an emotional or ancestral blockage in your energetic field.

Good luck telling your doctor about this!

See my article on Alternative Methods to Dealing with Anxiety to learn different ways to clear emotional blockages.


After I unplugged, I started having chronic anxiety. I no longer knew what to expect. I was working outside of the systems structures. There was no comfort or security. There was anything but. I was free and free falling. I felt anxious all of the time. The unknown can be scary. My nervous system felt absolutely haywire. It was very stressful.

How can I succeed in a place without examples or rules? Why am I the only one out here trying to figure it out? How am I going to make it? Will I? 

Being open and aware makes us energetically sensitive. We pick up on so much that is going on in our reality and behind the scenes of our reality. It's overwhelming.

Kryon says this anxiety we feel has to do with the evolution that is going on inside us. Nothing is staying the same. Every day we are waking up with an uneasiness - like now what?

He said that this is the first time on the planet where humans don't have to die first and come back to make these evolutionary changes at the cellular level. 

This new energy is altering our nervous systems. We are being impulsed with a knowing (claircognizance).

Kryon says this evolution will not stop from now forward. This is Ascension, a continual evolvement raising the vibration of our cells. You will go through these upgrades in waves.

He recommends using the power of love to transform these anxious feelings into peaceful ones through our intent.


Seeing as how your body is under construction is it any wonder that you may experience inexplicable bouts of fatigue? 

Sometimes when I'm going through an upgrade it feels like I'm walking through quicksand mentally and physically. I can't get my brain over there. I can't focus but not in an ADHD way. It's like everything is going slow. Sometimes my speech is even slow and slurred like I can't find the words out. It's too much work.

I just call this state "being tired" but that's not quite it. It's something else. It's not that you necessarily want to go to sleep but you can't seem to do anything else. You need to allow time to integrate. 

After these bouts of fatigue occur for seemingly no reason, I usually end up finding out about some kind of planetary alignment or solar flare activity. The sun, moon, and planets affect us physically. Solar energy creates a new vibration.

The human body communicates internally by atmospheric electromagnetic activity and electrochemical impulses. Atmospheric electromagnetic activity is regularly altered by sunspot eruptions and gravitational stresses which distorts the Earth's magnetic field.

The body of a human has bands of light that are interconnected with the solar system. Every energy that comes into the universe affects an organism of the human. But if they have blockages that are emotional or ancestral, the energy finds difficulty reaching its core. Which is why these energetic upgrades don't affect everyone. They aren't open to them.

Scientists say that solar flares cannot physically effect humans on the ground. Uh-huh. Of course they do. Solar flares effect our electronics how can they not affect us? 

In Barbara Marciniak's book Earth: Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library she says to think of the sun as a gigantic magnet. Kryon (of Magnetic Service) says that our DNA is magnetic and so is the Earth's grid. 

The sun has a lot to do with our transformation. Each flare is like another energy upgrade we have to integrate.

In Alba Weinman 438th hypnosis session, her client says that Life Force Energy is structured code that is encoded within light patterns of the sun. The sun is a receptor and almost like an antenna of information that runs and allows each human to receive what is necessary in forms of patterns and codes. 

Barbara Marciniak, who channels the Family of Light, says that the moon is a very powerful electromagnetic computer. The moon effects us just as it does the ocean. Think about how much liquid is in our bodies.

She says that within our bodies are light-encoded filaments that connect everything together.

Kryon says that we Lightworkers are anchoring energy into the Earth actually keeping weather patterns away, keeping the Earth from shaking, and keeping mountains still. Sounds exhausting. Oh and you're welcome.

Another thing that can wipe me out physically is either reading or listening to high vibrational material. It literally knocks me out so the body can process and integrate the new frequency, knowledge or vibration.

As an avid reader this is always super fascinating to me. I can tell right away when material is going to upgrade my frequency because it's so difficult to even get through reading just one page. Some examples include books by Paul Selig, Jane Roberts, and Dolores Cannon. I get that fuzziness where I'm not able to focus. Whereas other fiction/nonenlightening books I can read hundreds of pages at a time without issue.


When this all started happening to me back in 2011 there were some days that my bones ached to my core. My back was in near constant agony. There were times my skull felt like it was fractured. There were times I felt so light headed I couldn't even function.

Marciniak says our bodies are undergoing a tremendous and radical change being reorganized at a subatomic level. She says our bodies are growing more than just physically. Our nervous systems are taking this high energy electrical currents and trying to fit them inside our bodies. Our bodies are evolving. 

There is a disorientation, confusion, and lack of identity that comes along with this evolutionary process.

She says to think of our bodies as a frequency device. We must be able to operate with a higher electrical current inside of us. This increased energy will begin to activate our innate abilities and increase our sensitivities. 


Listen to your body and let it tell you what it wants. Let it change. Slow down and allow for integration. Rest to avoid burnout. Sometimes you will need a tremendous amount of sleep.

Pre-pandemic, there were times when I went days on end without leaving the house. I was lucky if I could get from my bed to the couch and back to bed again.

If you're going down the Rabbit Hole and reading or watching a lot of high vibrational material then take a break.

Marciniak says there are many things that are necessary to prepare your body to accommodate awareness of multidimensional energy, such as: yoga, stretching, breathing, and supplements may be needed to create room for this new energy to operate.

Kryon suggests recognizing and greeting the cellular renovations taking place as a friend:

Hello, depression.

Hello, anxiety.

I recognize you, I'm changing because I gave intent for it. During this change, I'm going to celebrate right through it until it's complete.

He says these unsettling feeling should be celebrated because we're transforming from followers to leaders; from seekers looking for knowledge to having the equipment to find it within us. Cool.


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