I am an Enneagram Type 5 - The Investigator. Fives try to master the world by understanding it and collecting information. Fives want to find out why things are the way they are. They want to understand how the world works.
I have an unquenchable thirst for knowledge. Hidden secret knowledge. I want to know all the secrets of the universe.
Fives are not interested in exploring what is already familiar and well-established. Fives are drawn to the unusual, the overlooked, the secret, the occult, the bizarre, the fantastic, the “unthinkable.”
Growing up I had friends from every single religion, some you've never even heard of, and while I found their beliefs interesting, none of it made sense. None of those paths were for me. I've been charting my own path since I was in 4th grade when I told my mom I'm not going back to church and never did.
I always knew there was something more than what we were being told/sold.
For years, I have listened to or read channeled information from various sources on a variety of topics. Nothing fascinates me more. I love when information overlaps. There's one common secret they all deliver about who we really are.
A lot of this information seems to "disappear" off the internet before long, so I try to transcribe the info that is interesting to me as quickly as I can. It's quite time consuming but now that my book is done, expanding this section will be my next big project.
I'm just getting started transferring all of my notes from the Universe over here. Be sure to check in from time to time as I add to my little library of lost hidden secret knowledge.